An essay at

Before Hadley was born I wrote an essay about the end of pregnancy. I submitted it online and then kind of forgot about it to be honest. Well a couple weeks ago I got a message that had accepted it and decided to publish it. I was so excited!!!

Then this week I got notice that it had officially gone live on their site. I wanted to share it with y’all. Thank you for reading here and I hope you enjoy it there.

“It will only be so much longer that my son runs over to me to kiss and hug my belly, unknowingly kissing and hugging his little sibling from the outside world….People will stop genuinely asking how I am feeling….Seats will not be miraculously opened anymore for the woman with a huge belly…It will not be forever that my husband whispers his love to an unseen child, telling them about the world they will soon enter.”

Read the full essay here, “There’s no way to speed up this pregnancy, so perhaps I should slow down.


xo, bethany rose

the L family | frick park

In our group of people here in western PA, there is another couple with the names, Jake and Bethany. We have fun with it and call each other “the other Jake and Bethany.”

Well when they found out they were expecting a baby boy this year the wait was on to see if their baby would have a name beginning with the letter “E” just to confuse everyone more (our son is named Emmett). Instead they chose Isaac and the name couldn’t fit him any better!

They are such a sweet family and having them as my first family to shoot this fall helped put my nerves at ease. Isaac was so happy and smiled for pictures for nearly an hour and we had perfect weather!


xo, bethany rose

Hadley Rose: month four

Hadley, Hadley, Hadley! You keep us on our toes and we love you for it.


I am writing this as though the last couple days (since Hadley officially turned 4 months) have not happened (because they have thrown us for a loop….waking up every two hours at the beginning of the week to sleeping last night TEN/ELEVEN hours).


Month four has been the month where I finally feel like we are starting to get into a routine. Hadley naps more consistently lending itself to me having more 1 on 1 time with Emmett and having more time to clean and work from my computer.


Hadley LOVES talking, laughing, looking at you and being held. A little extrovert!? She can also be a little holy terror when she is tired and you are not helping her fall asleep. For this girl to sleep, she basically just wants a blanket over her face. She will fall asleep in your arms, the swing or a bassinet/crib as long as a little lovey is covering her face. She still fights sleep at times though. She is  also still being swaddled or in the Merlin Sleep suit. Any tips on getting a baby who LOVES to be swaddled transitioned out of that? She still has not rolled over (though I find her on her side, so I know it is bound to happen soon).


Some Hadley Stats

weight: 12 lbs 4 oz according to our home scale (her 4 months check up isn’t for another week)

height: *to be added*

diapers: size 2

clothing: She is in a mix of 0-3 and 3-6. She is seriously our little peanut after Emmett!


What Hadley is up to:

-found her feet It is so cute to see her pull them up and play with them.

-more alert Every month she becomes more alert and people are constantly commenting on it.

-talking,talking,talking! I literally just copied and pasted this from last month because she is just noisy! 😀

-smiling and laughing Again, same as last month. Her laugh though is getting deeper and more of a belly laugh. It is so freakin’ adorable!

-wants attention Still copying and pasting here. She can be crying and then you look at her and she stops. Literally, she just wants you looking at her or to be held. This is not to say she doesn’t self entertain as well.

-loves her play gym. It’s so cute: the second you put her under there either her legs start going because she is so excited to be under it or she starts crying because she knows you are leaving her!

-sleeping 9 hour stretches This is about the same.


Hadley Photo dump:


xo, bethany rose